"when earth is like excrement
fallen from some sky
we prisoners are cursed
to hunger until we eat filth"

To Elsie, by william carlos william

i jsut love this two lines, no extra meaning, i just love the poetic element of it.
i am majoring in english if you guys dont know, i m no longer the fashion haze, coz fashion failed me or i failed it. but i love language, i love books, i value words and literature.
i m reading Beowulf, i don know anyone of you heard of that. some ancient british poem, when britian was not even a whole country yet. it was beautiful, like lord of the ring kinda thing. it make me think of lucas, prince slaying dragon, drinking from rusty bronze chalice, riding some white horse with a full armor, and blood, dirt and caramel apple cider. i love literature.
did i tell you that, stephanie wells tell my british lit teacher that I am a very smart student. I m so happy!!!! gosh, she really say that, she told me, aw.....i m so happy. she was wearing a red theme the other day, so cool, she is so gorgeous, so gorgeous, oh no, i m so in love. it is wonderful if you can fall in love with english and your english teacher too. i think literature is a romance, and of coz i experience it, when you are interllectually involve with someone, it is a romance, so platonic yet so sensous. and when you sit in an english class, watever you share is really from your heart, it is not like telling ppl a answer or solution, it is about wat you feel...and it is very intimate, veyr intimate. so if you think of it, there is 40 over ppl interllectually involve with me at that 2 hour, and one of them is stephanie wells, aw...i am so in love....