so we went to pride.
there are jstu some thots about it.
i went to pride because i wanna show support, really, i know it is not easy to be celebrating something that majority don approve.
and i wanna see old people holding hands together and think about the stonewall days when police men beat the hell out of them.
and i wanna see all kinda ppl being happy and proud and free and unafraid, rejoicing over their own existance, which we barely get to do that everyday.
and i did saw these.
however, i don understand the link between gays and porns. there are magazine booths, and there are website for gay porns, tons of them they feed you with goody bags containing a lot of videos CD and weblinks. and there is erotic city, where there is whole bunch of guys in leather strapping each other down and whipping the fuck out of them.
why gays are so sex obssessed? if they are not, why is this image so prevailing in the pride, arent it suppose to be truthful, to celebrate, and be proud about who you REALLY are.
and if this is the case, are gays only care about fucking???
i don believe so, i don wanna believe so. i think gays are sensitive beings, sweet beautiful boys who are truthful and love their own body more then the bodies of the other sex. but they don seems to be fucking all the fucking time. it is sad.
if i were a normal american, worse a republican, and i went to pride to give you people a chance to convince me to give my little insignificant vote, i m gonna spit right on your face. young boys, cock strongs, erotica, free condoms and lubes. it is really all i saw.
and a part of it is very political, a lot of booths for association and organization, htat is sweet. i mean, to be willing to help. and as i said before about racism. protection is good but isolation worsen the situation. you cant stay in the gay community and be gay. you have to go out, into the straight world, and be very very OUT, then you are a proud gay.
and the saddest thing, saddest thing i saw. was the girls. there are beautiful beautiful happy girls, cute butch girls, goth girls, cargo pants girl, skin head dykes, masculine looking blonde, it was wonderful, they were all dancing and kissing and hugging and drinking, it was wonderful. but they were offstage.
they were audience, they were participants.
they chill but they dont speak.
they stroll but they dont march.
where are the girls????
every booth i went to, they have a chairMAN for any organization.
every magazine booth i saw are hunky topless MAN, with a bunch of topless reallife MAN handing you the plastic bags.
and the porn booths, there is this long hair plump dykey women giving me the porno stuff. i almost expect a girl videos, but no, it says "you love cock".
and there was the erotic city, pictures of man fucking man, st andrew's cross and skirts(for men), butt plug.
hey dude!! wehre are the strap ons!!!where are the dildos!!!where are the nipple clamps!!!!
hello gay brothers!!!!
it is saddening. to be feel outcasted as a women in gay pride.
yes it is gay pride, but not lesbian pride.
really, it is hard to believe but it is really sexist.
why paris hilton is grand marshall?
why they have to talk about madonna a lot?
why only the drag queens...
because paris hilton is a gay thing,
madonna is a gay thing
queens are gay things
ask any girl out there who do not dislike paris hilton,
ask any GIRLS out there who they wanna see!!!
paris hilton, hello! we can jsut give her a vibrator and she can do the rest on her own!!

so there is nothing to be proud of. there is nothing.
it is sad to see that women appear on male magazine so much, women are appreciated so much in the straight world, at least the men stop to watch, even at the corner of their eyes, the great victoria secret posters at the mall. but there is no representation in the pride for women.
it seems that formila stil works
you need to be a white straight male.
the gays are only one step short.
but we ladies, are far far far behind.
if the gays spend 3 decades fighting for that one step,
thre are still years to go, to be
not white, homosexual,female.