i made the speech eventually....
and man, i was soooooo damn scared!!!i couldn sleep well the day b4, it was realy bad...
and i reherse and rehearse til i get sian of it....
so finally on that day, i was praying and praying that it goes well, i made the pt of dressing up nicely and putting a bit a make up....and then i da1 shan4 with somebody in the library, jsut to get a chance to speak to an ang moh,and try to feel relax about it. ppl! remember i used to told you that i m intimidated by ang mohs? and now i have no choice.
anyway, my teacher was great and the atmosphere was kinda relax, it thot it suppose to be a serious thing coz it is graded, but everyone seems to be jsut going up and crap...welll...i DID IT! hahaha......i forgot some structure but i jsut wanna get thru it!!!man, it was quite exciting la......you know, ang moh right, they laugh at everything, if i say the same thing to you, you guys will goes like" yeah right..."" very faaarnie hor~"or like no response at all....so they were entertained, and in fact, they also say lame thing and everyone like it...so it was like " welcome to lamer land! population 10 ,all of us!" ya...so i guess they are nice ppl~

and talk about wearing make up in school right....i think i ll start doing it from now on...coz it feel really awkward to not make up in school and see everyother gal dressed up and get all geared up in school...i mean, it is not the pt of following the crowd, or being vain...but i think, maybe to some extend,it is kinda courtesy....
but i keep remembering minwei says about lipstick causing cancer....i don know.....
and being a make u p artist in huang cheng that time, i developed a phobia for foundation, and eye liner...you know those things look really disgusting......
so i m jsut limited to lipstick n little bit of eye shadow and mascara, and THAT's IT!
kinda fun.....haha......i wanna get a pair of boots~ like knee length boots...heels and pointed. i m craving for femininity.......