my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Friday, May 14, 2004

THe sun was burning evil on my shoulder, i din put any sun block today. my feet hurt and i can feel blister at my shoe straps..
" does she know that i m talking to you?"
" ahuh, she does, that's alright, we are not together anymore"
the silence followed seems awkard though, the sun was smeltering
it gonna be at the traffic light that she is gonna turn and walk again. I said i must go back up to school.
SHe was in the white tank top,with a blue shirt outside. she look cool in that sun glasses though, she said i could have it, it was Destiny's. I aint want nothing that was hers.
"If you wanna call, you can call me after 6, jsu call my sister's place and tell her to tell me then i ll call you back"
she left with a smile, i couldn see her eyes under that purple shade. confused, I walked over to the other side of the road, back up to school.
i feel so lost. i don even know why the hell i was there at all. in the middle of cross streets, under the fucking sun, with a fucking blister on my feet??
htat was an up slope, my bag was heavy with the American Spirit and AMerican pagent.i have no idea why i brought them to school either.
i took out my cell like a reflex when i m alone. i have 5 signal bar on my phone, then i called.
i hope i feel some sorta guilt,but i realy dont.
today, i saw....Her eyes are an emerald grey, nearly turquiose, and they never stare straight at me.