my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

i think thing always get hay wire when my cell phone had prob. lack of communication lead to.....real bad consequences.
my recent brookey talk somehow linked to our lack of communication. I do hate the magazine flipping hting, i do hate the time when both of us don know wat to say and jsut waste cell phone minute like running tap water. i used to get fed up, but i was too nice, i was almost indifferent to the content of it. coz i was "talking to" someone else in the afternoon?
anyway,recently i start to feel the mysterious fetish for virgin. i use to condemn guys who openly prefered virgin as if they have some divine power to certify a woman's worth. but,i start feeling the charm of ppl being untouched b4, unexposed b4, there is a certain charm in there. ppl make nature park to protect virgin lands, being untouched has a sense of fragility to it. and the fragility is adorable, make ppl wanna handle with care and shove all the best thing in the world to maintain that purity. i m talking baout virgin. i don know whether i m one. but, i jsut know that at heart, i m not a virgin, if i m jsut lil less than a fucking bitch.
someone is, and that really catch me.