my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

ok, now i know her nick name is nookie, that is where the wrong name come from. she say ppl call her brookie or brooker. haha..anyway
had this real long chat with her in the library,and i walk her out of school when she gotta leave.
man, she has interesting story to tell....her ex ex had a boy frd and the boy frd end up dressing like she does and cut her hair style, that was crazy, pretty stupid huh.
watever,
somehow i just feel that the rosy bubble blow off when you get too close. and that become kinda apparent when i was sitting right next to her, listening to the fights in her apartment. and i realise her kou tou chan is " i dont give a fuck" she is looking for the song called " i don give a fuck" without knowing who the fuck sings that song. and she share me her MP3 player too, jsut to listen to that " i don giva a fuck" song, and she was bouncing to the beat right next to me without the handphone. that song is loud hoarse man voice screaming dah dah dah dah dah i don give a fuck, dah dah dah dah dah i don give a fuck. i don like hoarse guys voice, i just don get it, watever, i don give a fuck either.
she reminds me of some angry teenager, but she is out of her teens. this is funny. for a while i feels so much older, i feels so much less life, double s would you pls( ok ,not funny)i donk know, so today my rose bubble blow off one after another, and it was all blow up when she turn at the traffic light and say , " call my sister's place if you wanna talk "
somehow i realise "talking to" is a phrase you use when you are hitting on someone, well, 'hitting on' someone is a phrase to use when you wanna say you are zhui-ing someone. i think i m too late to know wat "talking to" mean, when i say i wanna talk to her. but i wont mind if it turn up to be a beautiful misunderstanding. she need to be talked to, every gals do. like, I defnitely do.