yah, i m back, after all.....
spring break is over, and it is not quite a break anyway...
well, i had fun though.

i think things are getting a little....dreamy.....it is all so unreal.....about going back hk, about living together.....

i realise i had not done anything cool in my life b4....cool...means....meaningful, somthin that make a great marking in my life......

maybe is the uneasiness of going back to school, maybe i miss my sanitary pad too much, i think i m pregnant. maybe i jsut need to get back to life.......i cant live in the future anymore....

yesterday i thot i was weak, we were too weak that no matter how we hold on together, the world is gonna break us.....that was when my dad mention about going to oakland. NO WAY!
of having no reason to go to LA, of depending entirely on luck and fate, that one make me feel a little shaky. of coz , the prophecy, is whereever you go, i ll go. and I did follow this prophecy, even things are leading to this way, but, isnt taht too good to be true....i m superstitious. I m a Catholic for my religion and my life and my love.

when i was in my bath last night, my body reminds me tat i did smelled like a dog before. It used to be such loving memory, that i swore i would never forget it. For once it was a fragrance,but then i was a bitch.now your perfume enchanted me, your spell had me bewitched. your bride is a virgin again,as . you. wish.