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love is a battlefield

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Been reseraching for VAMPIRE for my next speech. It is a historical speech and i decided to do it on vampire. why? coz Paul is doing stuff on vampire,so, i have movies to watch hohoh~~~
anyway, i m getting a bit sian yet thrilled about the whoel vampire thing. THis time i din spend as much time as i did on the rubber ducky ones. coz there are pretty lot of info out there and it is , my goodness! damn cool~ i went to website, and the website designs sometimes scare me, but that is a good thing somehow, coz i m getting into the mood of dark tales....and i look for books in the library, found interesting book in folklore that talk about vampire, those are thick old dusty book , and it feels like those protagonist in horror movie who look through ancient script to save her bitten friend , you know,you sit between book shelves,dimmed light , pages are yellow, and you come to the word Vampire, Blood, Dracula, Curse.....
and i was afriad of the dark on the first night of my research, especially i suddenly recall a memory of a nightmare that i had long long time ago. and i decided to use that in my intro.
i guess someppl would have heard it already,coz i like to tell that story. I was bitten by a vampire, tall, black figure with pale skin. light blue penetrating eyes, and i could feel his breathe, it was still fresh in my mind, and his yellowish fangs like an inch long, AN INCH long. i saw that when his face was like 5 cm in front of mine. And he bite my neck, his teeth was there, i could feel it , and i feel a numbness, which is the same numbness when i get my ear pierced that time. Then i felt drowsy and weak, like my energy flowed out with my blood and i was unable to move even my fingertip. THen i woke up. i really made the pt of going to the mirror and check my neck. Of coz, no marks~~ but then, the two fangs are still vivid in my mind, it doesnt haunt me, but it was really soooo real.
so that is my first encounter with vampire, does taht count as a personal experience that can increase my speaker credibility? haha....anyway, no many ppl ver dream of being bitten by vampire.
oh yes, last night, in the mist of Dracula, nightmare and whatever that scares in my mind, i very unluckily link those stuff to marilyn manson. and that is the most horrifying part of last night. I hate him, he look so scary, i shouldnt have rememeber his face, but teckming go and tell me his songs go good lyrics, huh!!!so bad....I really think he bite ppl on full moon , or at least did drink blood somehow. He is some ppl that i think will go to hell. and maybe he will like to go to hell too.