well, 1 week passed, it is horrible how fast it goes...
i m alright now, must learn to think chemically, whenever i feel not well, it is the NERVES!
so, the answer is MY HEART WILL GO ON. not funny, alright~

ok, there we go, back to the happy me.
feel so good to wear summer clothes again, tank tops, i m gonna buy a lot spaghetti strip and some other sexy things, geting big time americanised. good thing though, this place is where i see femininty dominated. it is in the gal's voice, the eyes, the heels the clothes, the walks.....maybe i ll come back i a little bit polished up, trying to be more like a lady.

i jsut cant stop thinking about Lisa Costa, she is so out of the world. Her femninity is different, she don go by lace and mascara, she go by grace. she swear the least when she get drunk,she is young yet composed. she is an uptown gal-next-door~