my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Saturday, March 13, 2004

I went to PARTYlast night~ is like the first time in my life!!!!
and i got really drunk! like cant walk straight and laughing and screaming like mad in the car...haha....

ok, it all started when dear Lisa ask me out, she turn up really pretty again, like, she is pretty even when she is drunk......and so we went out first into this GAY BAR, it was 9pm, and it was early though, well...and all of us are under 21, so i saw this guy totally dressed in woman clothes, and i saw this butch trying to hook up somebody...then this gayyish guy come out and ask for our ID, there we go, got kick out of the bar.....

so we went to this person's house to have a beer...taht was my second bottle....and cool little house, like 20 ppl there playing computer game, drinking, talking, watching TV, smoking (it stinks!!!!!i hate those smellling smokes~~)so they kinda hang ard, doing nothing.

then we go to a party, lisa brought her best frd too...then three of us head off to this big big house, her frd was really bubbly, nice gal though....and so big party, music, beer, like a barrow of beer and there was this spray like thinggy that you press and fill your cup, this is my third one~ so ppl chatting, playing pool, saying hi, meeting old frds, drinking and smoking again...you know it is like really common here, that somehow i think like, if they ever travel,and they are planning to party and stuff in the destination, they will definitely bring along those weed, and it will be realy sad if they come to singapore and got hang for that......i mean, it is like you wear short skirts in SG,and you wear short skirts in Afgan, then you got hang for that or something.....i don know....but it really stinks! and they smoke and they cough after taht, what's the point anyway.....

so, i was feeling shaky at the party, start talking louder and smiling more, like, normally i don realy shout out things liek they do, coz a lot of time i ll afraid whether it come out right, but i din care, i was like shouting across the table and was reallly really relaz....kinda feel good though.....

then some one come up and say cops coming, i don know why, maybe too loud or maybe they coming for the weeds, so we went to ANOTHER party.....

actually the other party is cooler....but smaller place, fewer ppl, and i htink they don know us, well, lisa's frd know a few guys there, but that place was cool anywy......black rapping music, mexican guys, dark, blueish setting, and i got a little sober after the car ride, so i think i was ready for the 4th bottle, and i did got one....then the 4th one is getting me high, i was laughing for nothing, lisa and her frd was little better, and we were like bouncing to the music and nobody stand still and nobody can stop laughing, i don know why i laugh !! yeah...and i tell them that if i start speaking chinese to them they better take me home....so there were this two lady( we don know them) that dancing real sexy floor dance in the living room, it was , man!!!!porno movement, but good to see anyway, haha....then me and lisa and the other gal were clinging on each other and moving, laughing, it was stupid, then this guy came , kinda say hi to us, and lisa introduce me( she been telling everyone she met that stella is my frd she is from hk, then everyone raise eyebrow) that guy kinda shake hand with me, i cant even focus on his face! and he was like" stella are you ok?" i just scream out " yes! i m cool~" then we kinda bouncing together agian...haha......
then lisa and frd was sayign something to me, and i realise i cant understand them...!!!!i don know, i realise i was like squating down and the two of them kinda help me back up and i tell them, " i don know wat ya talking about, i don understand english anymore!!!"( i m glad i still speaks it though)
so they drive me home........

went home, 2am, throw up real badly, all the way to 5am in the morning, four times, got nothing to throw up, only yellow watery stuff, man, my stomach ache big time lor! then in the end throw out the last time, then i go sleep......

anyway, cool day though, got see horrible american gal's room, it is nothing you saw on movies, no way,it is literally trash station.....piles of clothes and shoes, food and underwear and socks...it is a normal gal room, i thot i m messy but last nigh i saw what is really big time messy......i wonder how the guys room look like.....

and there is one thing, when gals go toilet, the whole bunch go together, sqeeze into the same toilet and everyone chatting as usual like face to face when they take turn to pee....this is kinda amazing.....haha.....so funny......i never see ppl piss in front of me like no body's business....and lisa's frd need to pee when she get into this neighbourhood, and there is no bathroom ard, and she jsut squat down beside the car and lower her pants and pee...haha.....i was too drunk to feel shock that time, but i just look at her and laugh, now i think it is really, amazing.....