i read ELLA's blog
i feel very loved recently too....
W love me,mum love me, god love me, and it is already super enuff......
God is being very sweet today, after my very "fan" praying session for my damn speech yesterday.....i think i fan him so much, that he kinda treat me realy nice today....coz, it cant be, i mean, why can so many good things happen right b4 the speech today, and make me high, then it was the first time i talk non stop with my group members b4 speech starts, i was sooo hyper!
those good things are, LISA COSTA is being very very very pretty today in ART, and guess wat, she ask me out tomorrow! if she realy mean it, it is like the first time hanging out in bakersfield, and it would be damn nice to give this FIRST TIME to Lisa Costa~~~~hohohohoh, and well....( even better if it is someone else from history~ hohohoho)
second good things are two guys who da shan with me today said that i m pretty~~~well.....pretty much of them think Asian are exotic may be, hoho, but still, feeling that i look good today is really important, coz i m wearing something entirely NOT ME for the speech, shirts, long pants and heels, the damn heels!!!!!and i really really wanna look good in it.

yap, and mum sent me a letter yesterday and she is being really really the best mum.........well.....it is not easy for her, for us, for everything she had done.........this is family matter though, but, i think my mum is great.

Weather is nice, it is getting hot, sun shine, make me feel better, and i can wear summer clothes, which i missed them and they look so much better then my winter ones, yay! back to the Singapore Stella kwok look then.....

and, i don know why, recently there is a lot a lot of ppl da shaning me, it is kinda funny.....but good though, coz can practice speaking, hahaha....you know da shaning is actually very bo liao stuff, that you say a whole bunch of ke4 qi4 things, and it is usually short and basically very bo liao, and meaningless, no content kinda conversation, and these, are the hardest!!!!!!imagine you have to talk to someone, make sure you don tell him anything private, make sure you don mislead him in anyway taht you are interested in him or wat, make sure you expressed how long you wan this conversation to be, make sure you start it nice, and end it nice, and crap really politely....it is hard, and there are a lot da shan phrases that normally ppl respond to the other party's " not so interesting" remarks. and stuff that they say when they actually don know how to respond....
they da shan for the sake of da shaning, no one is seriously making frd or wat, if some of them do get back to you and remember you name very clearly, you gotta be careful.....AMERICAN got the best da shaning skill......they are amazing~~~i shall write more some day, about da shaning