today i went shopping. nothing to buy, and follow by this sudden low-ness. i don know why it only happen in san fran, i never happen in bakersfield, i have good mood in bakersfield everyday.....
it is that sudden feeling of being a misfit, feel very outcast of this place, is like, there is some rejection force in there.....sort of remind me of those days when i first came to singpore, but that was different......i wonder whether my frd who came here did felt the same before.....
it is the everything very fucked up feeling again...but a minor one this time, not as last time.....
well....things will be so much better at the end of december....yap, time just pass too slowly.......