I finish taking my final dope of opium tonight. and the final episode look a bit fucked up in some part. i jsut hate jenni fucking guys up, no way, she is too hot for that. shane was so heart broken, that totaly shattered my heart too....and now! fuck, there is enuff suspense for the season 2. crazy. so now my opium is finished, wat's next.
and you know wat, we are somehow people, who believe in a reality that is so .....vague. and , we are all naive ppl, who take risk, and believe that we can live out dreams. we can, do more than we should. some ppl drop out coz they cant hang on to it. some ppl dont, coz they are stubborn not becoz they are stronger.
it is so painful you know. to look inside myself , look inside her. we are all broken. torn, panic, helpless, confused. and yet we don ask for pity coz we are proud.
it is all so painful.
and, nonoe else is gonna undertstand this. no one else.

you are not gonna get us.
not gonna get us.