I bought pants, like real serious business pants, and skirt, like real feminine knee lenght skirt, and shoes, like real womanly heeled leather shoes, man, i m feeling so feminine today! hohoho.....

there are so many thing i wanna say.....when you love someone more than yourself, you wanna go to the mountain top, and scream it out. let everyone knows, let everyone be happy for you. But it is all so heavy for us. the word is ---prosecution. strip us stark naked and burn us alive, we cant wait for that, it is the old myth of the butterfly and the moth, burn us, for the agony and the esctasy, burn us!

for love is like fire, like water, like soil, and like life and death. we are burnt, drowned, and buried alive, with a smile so sweet that melted into tears.