my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

i read zhi ping's blog...it is like ....wowo, chinese, and guess waht i have not been writing...maybe i have no time....i hve a lot to say but i don know how to pen it down....i have too much to say.....
and this is the tao ze CD that become really addictive, i keep playing it and playing non stop, it pei me go vegas from LA and back .....this is call indulgence, too much a luxury for my emotion....i don know la......i m admitted to a college, and i m going for orientation today, it will be assessment test soon and ...things getting real....
and vegas, was not as good as i imagined, too fake, too commercial, it is not the same duo4 luo4 feeling that i used to love, not the same duo luo that i found in HK or sometimes in SG, it is all man made, you put lots of casino there, you get ppl on the street giving out porns, and does the plain formula of meat, wine , money and sex means duo luo? i don think so.... even the neon lights are too big, too expensive,i just don like it....and it was endless photo taking, aimless, jsut take photos, like wan to take the whole vegas back home like that...and guess wat, i only rememeber one thing that is real beautiful.....it was the scenery from LA to vegas, i saw a damn good sunset....make me think of little prince....ya...he was on his way to see the rose.....and when she was waiting.....he was wilting...