my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Sunday, September 28, 2003

You asked me to sing you another lullaby
i kissed you the third time....
you refused to hang up
you called ten time...
i din listen, i was not listening, i no longer hear what you said
my life is too noisy.....too much for me to take.......
your love is silence, action speak louder than words....you said...and my god!you said action speak louder than words....

you asked me to sing you another lullaby....i used to sing that song...."i m your sheep......"...you said, i m yours, you know i m yours...you said as long as i know the way home.....but i m lost....

and you asked me to kiss you goodbye, and you ask me to sing you another lullaby....."i m your sheep..."....but a dirty little black sheep in my snowy coat.......when my love to you become a religion....that it may cease to exist but yet i m obliged to believe....too sinful to make a confession.....too innocent to be forgiven....

*and topshop was playing Avril's song... she was screaming....why should i care, you dont care when i was scared, i was so alone!!!!!!....
i was screaming and screaming, the speed of sound is too slow taht the wave diminished in mid air......you were not there when i was scared.... the roses are still on my table.....but the little prince's rose had wilted, before he could find his way.....home.