i wanted to write a long entry, i have so many thing to say.
my life become so fragmented, i don knnow how to start it with. i wan to talk about life, but my life is so fucking messed up that i don even know i deserve it , or deserve to talk about it.
he say i m a kinda person who do the right things all the time. are you kidding me dude? he is the wrongest person to say i do the right things all the time. so far, nothing i did is right.
she say i never wonder why things happen ,coz i don think it is impt, i only care about what happen next, coz the cause make no diff if the consequences is unchanged. it make no sense wondering why, when you have no power to change it anyway. like when you are fucked up, there is no point wondering why it happen, coz it already happened, you are only gonna find out whether you are pregnant, or not, whether it is a one night stand, or a start or a dream.
i think i make total sense. people. they jsut don get me. no one quite get me in this world, except one person maybe.

ok, so someone jsut called, and someone jsut get online and talk to me , and someone just say he cant continue talking just coz he have to fucking smoke. i don know whether he will see this, but i don care. good night, and don call me again.
and someone jsut tell her he is going to someone's house to pick up something, in fact the world know he is going there to get his dick up something. so she got drunk, piss drunk, i wish i could be a guy.
tell me about the filthyness of heterosexism.
someone jsut get so hooked up with this one gal, who is so hot and exotic, he cant help it coz there is not much time left. he has a complicated and rational mind, he think a lot, as much as she dreams. so she got drunk, and they hook up. it is how it starts and how it ends.
someone haven have sex for a month, becuase he almost got her pregnant. she get so allergic to sex, that she still don wann have sex with him even he go down on her jsut for the heck of it. he get frustrated, so frustrated, he become vulnerable, and insecured.
someone was pooing blood everyday, they got him to see the vet, the vet say he is too stressed, becoz of a lack of sexual activity.
so now, tell me about the filthyness of heterosexism
tell me about how good is sex, and how it is the ultimate evil and weakness of mankind.
someone see that they are naked, that is how this word invented. that is how fashion invented, that is how sin invented. just becuase they are naked,becuase they fall in love with the sexy red fruit, the one they make the caramel cider with. ya, that sweetness, and fragrance. so they are naked, not only that, he probably had a hard on, and she got scared, and she cover herself up, not because she wants to.
so now, tell me about the filthyness of heterosexism.