let talk this over
it's not like we're dead
was it somehting i did, was it something you said
don leave me hanging, in a city so dead
caught up so high , on such a breakable thread
you were all the thing i thot i knew
and i thot we could be
you are everything everything that i wanted
we were meant to be suppose to be but we lost it
all the memory so close to me jsut stay away
all this while you were pretending
so much for my happy ending
you got your dumb friend
i know wat they say
they tell you i' m difficult, but so are they
but they don know me, do they even know you
all the thing you hide from me
all the shit that you do
it;s nice to know that you were there
thank for acting like you care
making me feel like i was the only one
nice to know wer had it all
thanks for watching when i fall
and letting me know that we were done

there is nothing in this song, excpet her voice and the sky outside the wildshield that remind me of my current situation. how possible is it to pretend things did not happen? red roses tree, black cat, the country like interior, that yellow light, nicole kidman's blonde hair, tommy boy, pillow, that blue bedsheet, caramel apple cider, yes, the eternal caramel apple cider.
it is funny that a drink summarize my whole love life in the States.