went back school to pass song a letter....and met up with my dear A13...and go accompany xiya to mug in LEP room...LEP room is the best of the best man.......it is gonna be the thing i miss most about HC......everyone is in mugging mode, but i m a slacker floating ard being extra.....so what is good then, live a normal life and mug for promo, or slack for awhile then stray in america....God bless me! honestly..i rather study for the hong lou meng test tomorrow...so there is always an opportunity cost...

still ,deteriorating is the word. I had an argument with my mum about frds....and she catch no balls...at all...so i guess she din see the ball at all, so she din catch it after half an hour of debating....i donno why it is getting harder and harder to communicate with my parent...i feel like a confused teenager...so m i such a late developer that this confused stage only come when i m 18 years old?i start feeling angry for my whole existence, lacking a direction, losing the aim, losing control, tired about living, irritable, vulnarable,self conscious....what the hell is this?

i dont like this stella kwok.....well....i never like stella kwok actually....since sec2.i been condemning her....and consoling her.....then condemn her again....she kinda like it in a way....i know how to deal with her....actually i dont know, i dont know what she wants, she only cry when she wan something...i can never understand her....