my Dairy

love is a battlefield

Friday, September 12, 2003

it is 1:09am. and i jsut got sliced really really really badly...
you know that kinda ancient chinese torture that sliced you to death leave you to bleed and dont let you die...
and now it is me who is hollowed by a loneliness taht no body can fill....
and .....i m all alone....you disgusting idiot, i think you transfer it all onto me..and if it helps , i relaly dont mind, the pt is , it doesn help, not even a bit....so i got sliced for nothing....and it is still ok....for love require suffering....

i tried to teach her to love....she din learn much.....
i tried to convince you to continue loving.....you said you are still hating......and then you offline, tell me go to sleep....thank you lor.....i have a good dream of you having nightmare....is it what you expect?

and go flip the boble to 1 corinthian 23, you dont have a bible, zhiwei have one, read and learn waht is love.........it is the first thing and the last thing.....it is the only thing we live for....we exist for......and love conquer all evil, love destroy hatred...it is the last hope.....