sorry to make anyone worry coz of my last blog
lan jie, well....i was sad that day la...even brought a new pen knife, and you know what i wanna do with it.....i used it at night, and after taht i fall asleep and yap..a new day then.....( not really..but nvm....i still don know what i wan...)
today i met up with my mg frd, pretty fun, heard a lot of gossip, seems liek everyone in so relationship probelms..hee....liek everyone growing up...
i have only one more week....jsut terminated my scholarship.....and my college doesn have fashion
but have costume and theatre art...maybe i shall go into the theatre sector first......i m feeling it...that i m leaving....it is sad.....i really really don know how to face it/.....there is no need to tell me things maybe more interesting there, i know, but this is not the idea.....and you all know it,my future is interesting or not is not the idea, we all live in the present, not the future, nor int he past, and..ya......i have nothing but my present....and that's you all....
so many times i feel so weak..i knoe things are all coming back, i remember the time when i leaving hk, i sit in the class, look at the class, and i know i ll gona go thru the same emotion all over again, but with a greater magnitude, i don know how big is the magnitude taht whether i ll be able to take it or not...but ppl, i think i ll be losing control soon....ya....just like the " bitch" thing....

i wanna have a baby....i realy wanna have a baby with my loved one, the baby will look like the two of us.....i really wan a baby.......and all gals out there, do you know our uterus are strawberry ice creamy pink? and all the guys out there, you don have somethign which look as sweet as that!