i m very gek today!!!!!!
i hate the feeling of losing control, i think i really lost some control if not big time one...walao eh!i cant believe this!
i feels so helpless....
i think i really lost big time control.......i m dead.
I M DEAD!
stella kwok yao wan le!
Wo ai stella kwok, pa ta wan!

wat shits i m saying...

ppl, pls miss me.....did you watch some movie that the ghost com back to find their loved ones? it always end with the ghost vanishing into dazzling light, then b4 she walk into that bright tunnel, she turns and look back....hoping the loved ones will miss her yet hoping they wont.......it is like that, it is upon losing you all that i wanna ask for more.....i m scared, pls love me and pls miss me.....

i htink i really lost big time control......tmr is my last day, i don even dare to sleep.....i feel that i m losing everything, it is liek sand escaping through my fingers....the tighter i grip the more it slip away....i m holding on nothing....i m jsut so vulnerable taht i m about to fall....

and yet....some ppl look at me in the eyes and i see what is in there, and some ppl say all the best, some ppl say we ll keep in touch and some ppl say hahaha......

life is such a big joke! not funny lor, thanks!